Let my heart break for what breaks His...

So I know that I have not blogged in a while and I have been boycotting my blog for a while for certain reasons. But I am back!! I know I know you are all excited. I can totally tell that I have been missed by my loyal readers out there. HA! Anyways...




The meaning for this blog today is to show that everyone has secrets and there is no one in this world that is perfect. The only perfect one who has walked on the this sinful ground called earth is the Lord Jesus Christ. He has this Love for us that is rare and so deep and so basically the the only true love. He longs to have us in His arms. You see He never takes His arms off of you but when you are alone you don't feel Him the thing is He is still there you are just choosing to not feel Him. When you are lonely and scared and you just wonder what your purpose is in the world and what He planned for you and you can't seem to figure it out because all you can hear are the lies of Satan remember that truth lies in the same room as you are. He is always and will always be there. He doesn't live us, we leave Him and that is what we forget constantly. He is jealous and He deserves ALL of our praise and our worship and service and our Love and ALL of our hearts. We doesn't deserve for us to hold anything back from Him. He doesn't keep things from us we just choose not to hear Him. There is something in all of our lives that we hold on to and that we find satisfaction in that is not glorifying to the Lord. Some of ours are big and some are small things but that is in our minds but in His all of those things are the same. His arms are always stretched out wide open and He will always welcome you into His arms. Just let yourself go and feel Him and go inside. You can hide from other people and you can lie to yourself and you can pretend like nothing is wrong but you can't do those things with Him. Let Him be your hiding place because it is the safest and most peaceful place you can go. There are so many times that I hold things back from the Lord. Ask Him to open up your eyes so you can see, to open up your ears so you can hear Him and open up your mind so you can know and most importantly open up your hear so you can love Him more. Cause if you want to serve Him and give Him everything you can't do that when you have baggage that you are not fully giving to Him. Because I know I want to serve my God and my King with all that is within me. Let Him make you new and make you true so that you can be more like Him. Let Him love you because no matter what you say He does always love you. To grow and to know Him you have to be broken. You have to see what is wrong and what is right. You have to not allow Satan to win the battles of your mind and of your soul. Ask yourself that question. Who controls your mind? And if the answer is the wrong one then only you know what you need to do. I ask myself that question daily. I struggle with allowing Satan to control my mind. I allow Him to get to me when I look in the mirror and I forget that what is true is my beauty that the Lord finds beautiful. I allow Him to get to me when I worry about things in life and others. I am huge worrier. I am a control freak I like things done my way and that is a struggle with me because that means I don't always give my all to the Lord because I want to handle the situation. And I come to realize that I do that. The point to blog today is that we all have pain in life and we struggle with many different things. We handle them in all different kinds of ways. We judge others. We get mad at friends who are just doing what they feel is right in their hearts. We walk around and pretend like things are okay when they are not. We please others when what we are pleasing them with is wrong. We love conditionallly. We are selfish. We live by our will not His. We do things that the Lord despises and what I am trying to say is that when you are hurt imagine how your God feels. He created you and He feels your pain because every sin is another nail in His hand. We cause Him the greatest pain and suffering and that is shows me that my God loves me Amy Richardson because I am His daughter just striving to be better and to grow stronger and deeper and fuller in Him and His heart. When I feel Him I feel my heart beat faster.





Listen to this song and truly listen to the words because they are true among us all. Because think about it. If what breaks His heart doesn't break yours then I ask you to go to Him and fix that...





the song that i am posting the lyrics for is the song that made me think of the words to my blog today but the second song just listen it because it says more than words to my heart and i pray if does and speaks to you as well...





So hard to fathom the pain in your eyes


as you walked in your children doing what you despise


In pursuit of our own


we just go round and round


another nail to our cause


we continue to pound


what are you, man, if you do not learn love


what are you, man if you do not learn love


It's so hard to fatham,oh, the feeling inside


As you're watching your people choosing to die


You called out a warning


To all that would hear


Saying come to me, come to me


I must learn love


learn love


learn love


learn love





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